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							|  |  |  | author: dhananjayishere | 
					
						
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							|  |  |  | date: 2011-04-28 06:23:27 | 
					
						
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							|  |  |  | slug: adept | 
					
						
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										 |  |  | title: Adept | 
					
						
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							|  |  |  | We all want things to remain same, afraid of change always. set out to | 
					
						
							|  |  |  | live misery so we can be happy together. I wish I could explain | 
					
						
							|  |  |  | everything in my damn head and be out of the heavyness I feel now, but | 
					
						
							|  |  |  | being no natural speaker dont know how to do it without hurting the | 
					
						
							|  |  |  | dear ones whos life path crosses with mine. | 
					
						
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							|  |  |  | One thing I learned from all this was to hope something that will | 
					
						
							|  |  |  | never happen was always an easy way out of the miseries in this world, | 
					
						
							|  |  |  | cheating is the only way to get out and usually cheating yourself. | 
					
						
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							|  |  |  | Trying to let it go from my mind, staring at this screen and trying | 
					
						
							|  |  |  | not to express my feelings outside this window, I understand what is | 
					
						
							|  |  |  | mean by transfixing between emotions as someone told me before. I | 
					
						
							|  |  |  | never believed in saving for future but when it comes to taking hard | 
					
						
							|  |  |  | decisions its better to cry now than later because crying later means | 
					
						
							|  |  |  | some other is crying now. |